I hate having to make decisions. What am I doing to be productive during my maternity leave? Isn’t raising my kids enough?! I feel the need that I should be doing more. Perhaps because I am not sure that I want to return to my job and I feel that I need to find something to contribute to my family. I know I contribute by taking care of the children, but what about contributing financially? I go through my head the pros and cons of staying home as well as returning to work. I’m one that likes security and going to bed at night knowing we have 2 incomes is a relief, but I keep hearing the voices in my head from people telling me…these are the best years…don’t miss out, etc. I guess the grass is always greener on the other side. Thoughts?